this is a poem for my unaquainted Beloved whom I hold in distance and foreigness standing upright in front of me, strong, courageous, proactive, his beautiful soul is radiating through clear eyes – my eyes there are people, who I do not recognize, some of them have ripped abs. fast-pasted and moving by this counterpart […]

Am I anxious? About of what? Living ingenuously in the chaos of my life, feeling small and ridiculous. Reality or ignorance? Tightness and awkwardness within me, what the hey! This state of being I associate as cold and freeze. Self-limitation. Becoming aware of my breath. Breathing now, deeply, steadily and finely – inhaling and exhaling […]

There are people, who I like. I like their way of sharing their awareness of life. I can hear beautiful piano playing, cheerful sound by our neighbour, just opposite of our home. These are the people I like. I sense ease, joy, grace and abundance. People like them share many gifts. They are nourishing, strengthening, […]

The feeling of fear seems to be terribly cold. A feeling intense or real? A fridge is cold, too. Yet, opening it, I discover beautiful productivities that I can use to prepare hot food. The choice is there and it is up to me, which picture I prefer. I decide for fresh fruit and veggies […]

I am writing about arriving, becoming, transitoriness of life and creating room for new life. New possibilities. The point in time is there. The events of the day have a lot to commend it. I sense love and silence. These feelings are growing and I allow doing everything that is doing me well. I love […]

I am rising up. I return from my inner deepness and I am experiencing multifaceted colours and forms. Can I hear music on this journey? Yes, I can. Accompanied by a silent sound of mmmmhh, wrapped in the feeling of smoothness and delight. I allow and remain in this state of no-man`s land. I am […]