Everything ist recuring over the years. Flashing at a great speed. Gravitiy is becoming perceptable. I have a drink with me to reflect on the meaning of life. Out there at the lake. I am fuming and I discover a spot of violence. This emotion impedes ending everything that is not truely belonging to me. […]

Joy of going to the horses, today. Always accompanied by my friends Rita and Laura and Peggy the Boxer / German shepard female mongrel. Immediately at the wooden pass we receive cheerful greetings of the watchdog. Alike at the entrance something different is happening, which is unusual. Ludwig the gelding is bristling with anger, striking […]

I love horse aroma, which had been wrapping warmly my childhood. Back then in the countryside, it was smelling inevitably and elusively of warm droppings. Simply everywhere this kind of wonderful mist, which we had left behind. Snortling from a horses nostrils accommodated with me. I received friendly greetings from a horse, that invited me […]

this is a poem for my unaquainted Beloved whom I hold in distance and foreigness standing upright in front of me, strong, courageous, proactive, his beautiful soul is radiating through clear eyes – my eyes there are people, who I do not recognize, some of them have ripped abs. fast-pasted and moving by this counterpart […]

Am I anxious? About of what? Living ingenuously in the chaos of my life, feeling small and ridiculous. Reality or ignorance? Tightness and awkwardness within me, what the hey! This state of being I associate as cold and freeze. Self-limitation. Becoming aware of my breath. Breathing now, deeply, steadily and finely – inhaling and exhaling […]

There are people, who I like. I like their way of sharing their awareness of life. I can hear beautiful piano playing, cheerful sound by our neighbour, just opposite of our home. These are the people I like. I sense ease, joy, grace and abundance. People like them share many gifts. They are nourishing, strengthening, […]

The feeling of fear seems to be terribly cold. A feeling intense or real? A fridge is cold, too. Yet, opening it, I discover beautiful productivities that I can use to prepare hot food. The choice is there and it is up to me, which picture I prefer. I decide for fresh fruit and veggies […]

I am writing about arriving, becoming, transitoriness of life and creating room for new life. New possibilities. The point in time is there. The events of the day have a lot to commend it. I sense love and silence. These feelings are growing and I allow doing everything that is doing me well. I love […]

I am rising up. I return from my inner deepness and I am experiencing multifaceted colours and forms. Can I hear music on this journey? Yes, I can. Accompanied by a silent sound of mmmmhh, wrapped in the feeling of smoothness and delight. I allow and remain in this state of no-man`s land. I am […]

Welcome – this is Carmen Gross. I am your motivational author giving you meaningful and recreational intervals to regain Well-Being and Happiness. Enjoy going on a journey through these lines. Have fun, discover and take it easy. To Your Success! Carmen K. Gross All themes in the subtitle Writing include a thread, which is represented […]